Nonsensical Nothings

no graduation for me

i realised i couldn't get distinction a few semesters ago, but i still hoped to get credit. but hope is no use when you don't work hard enough. and viva (oral exam for borderline marks, etc) this morning was terrible. they wouldn't tell us what to study and came up with lots of random questions. i studied all the wrong stuff. i couldn't answer anything they asked me. i have terribly short-term memory so i couldn't remember what i studied for the exams. i cried when i left the room, knowing that i didn't do well in viva.

at the very last moments before the results were released online this afternoon, all i hoped for was a pass. but it turns out i failed one paper so i cannot graduate this june. stupid paper in which they want you to analyze a journal article but don't give you enough time. so many people couldn't finish the paper. i have to resit it in july or august, probably back in imu. and when i pass it, i'll only graduate with a pass. sigh. graduating with a pass would be my own fault but dammit! if it weren't for this stupid paper at least i would graduate in june, and my parents wouldn't be too disappointed and have to waste their money cancelling their flights and stuff. sigh. a foreboding of things to come...4 more years of misery...

posted by Cherie @ 4:37 am