posting

i'm getting sent to simunjan. i haven't got my posting letter yet coz after i sent in the necessary forms (late), they called to say i filled in the wang pos wrongly and i had to send another one. but it's confirmed that i'm going to simunjan coz my name was submitted for the induction course this weekend under hospital simunjan. :(
simunjan is tiny (although on the map my circle seems bigger than kuching. i think it's all jungle. i assure you, the town is tiny). and it's a 3-hour drive from kuching. my friend who's there now (and will be my boss) comes back every weekend coz there's just nothing to do there. ughhhhhhh. every weekend 6 hours of driving. i hate travelling!!! and there's nothing to do there!!!!!!! i'll get even more anti-social than ever. and i'll get too lazy to go out at all. and i'll develop more annoying anal ideasv of 'cleanliness'. and i'll never find a boyfriend. and after 4 years of government service, all i'll know is how to treat the common cold. and then i'll be stuck in government service forever coz no one will hire me.
noooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
patients
today I apologized to a patient coz we ran out of 40mg tablets so instead of taking two as he usually does, he now has to take four 20mg tablets. then he said "no need to apologize. I know that if I go and buy this outside by myself, it would be very expensive." sigh, why can't all patients be like this.
last week some stupid guy scolded me coz we can't supply all his medicines at once and he has to come back in 2 months to collect the balance. he actually said we shouldn't 'zhuo lung' (like kacau or make fun of) patients like that. sheesh as if we so free purposely make them keep coming back for fun. think we want to keep seeing their face meh.
sick leave
spent the whole day coughing n blowing my nose. ugh.
delayed
my posting is delayed coz i submitted some forms late. haha.